Saturday, August 29, 2009

LOTS of things I have in my mind!

I really wanna watch nationalist movies like
'Merah putih', 'Merantau', 'Garuda di dadaku' and 'King'
I heard that out of all those movies above, the best one is 'Merantau', which makes me wonder because I've seen the trailer and I thing 'Merah putih' is beter. oh well, I'm gonna watch them all anyway.. hahaha

My friends and I are planning to go on stage for the teacher's day held this friday in the school.
We are planning to dance but I'm not sure if its fixed.
Speaking of dancing, I cant wait till Haloween coz thats the day we're gonna perform the massive performance of our so-caled crew to DANCE!
We have been collecting ideas for the dance. The music, the sound effects even the bits of the coreograph. It's gonna be awesome!

My current obsession is my guitar!
I am in the midst of learning a song which took me almost a week to find. huff.

I am also obsessing about books this last few days.
I wanna read piles of books.
A friend of mine recomended 'The time traveler's wife'. I really wanna buy that book.
I am now in the middle of book 2 of Eragon called 'Eldest', which interest me alot.
And I gotta buy new, complete, english dictionary to understand some of the words in the book.

Now, I am learning how to play 'River flows in you' by Yiruma.
This was supposed to be Bella's Lullaby for the movie 'Twilight'
Clarissa, a friend of mine, a pianist, teached me how to play the intro and now I have to learn the rest of the song on my own through youtube.. haha

I HEART PHOTOGRAPHY!
I am digging more about Photography through the internet.
Its such a waste having an SLR camera without knowing what it is for.

I love learning stuff from the net!

I also like to look for fashion inspiration through the net.
I love gossip blogs too. Like justjared, perezhilton, etc.

Out of all this stuff I am having in my mind, the most important thing is my future.
I really dont know what to do with my life.
Too much stuff goin on. Too much choises. SOO little time!
Should I stay in Indonesia or should I go abroad following my sister's footstep?
AAARGH! I am sooo confused!!!
I wanna be a doctor, a part of the fashion industry, psycologist, travel tv presenter, profesional photographer, a chef and I am even interested in becoming a PRESIDENT!
*I can dream, cant I?*

but, above all,
I MISS MY SISTER AND MY MOMMY SOOO FREAKIN MUCH!!!
I need my mommy! *sobbing like a 3 year old kid who had been bullied*

By the way, this is only a few of what i have in my mind. I think its gonna explode soon coz i have TOO MUCH to think about.
I love my life!

peace out, ILLY

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